I’ve been distracted by entities so many times.
They always seem to have very reasonable and very logic reasons to advise me against new things to try and connect me back to my past experiences and traumas explaining why I couldn’t do what I wanted to do.
After a while , I realized, choosing consciousness wouldn’t create this dialogue.
I started to see the lie they were telling me, and that it couldn’t be my idea to start with.
Would I consciously choose something that I wouldn’t benefit from? Of course not.
So the thoughts that I had that were extending my misery and deepen my trauma… would that be my own creation?
Those thoughts were heavy and the possibilities were light.
Why wouldn’t I choose light?
And that’s how I started to recognise me being deceived. See it weren’t my ideas.
Living in the logic of the stories in my mind kept me locked. Clearing the entity that was talking to me, driving me crazy, got me back on track.
For the first time in my life I could start creating something for me that will last, that will make me grow that is making me happy.
How does it get even better then that?
Oscar